I've dealt with depression for about a year now and let me tell you. . . It sucks.
Now, I'm not just saying depressed because I'm a typical teenaged girl. I really do get depressed like a lot of other people in the world.
There are days where I just want to sleep and wake up in a few days. I hate everything and have no motivation to do anything. At all. I try so hard to stay positive because I know people enjoy my bubbly demeanor.
I love being happy and I try my longest to be that way, but it seems as though the second I'm genuinely happy, depression comes around me and attacks me with a vengeance.
I don't always have a reason to be depressed, I just suddenly get really upset. I feel lonely and I just want someone to hug me but at the same time I don't want to be near anyone.
When the depression hits, I can never tell if it will last for a day or three months. It all depends.
I'm done saddening you all.
Kylee Out,
